No, I'm just.. It's not really the same as when we were going up against OZ, you know? And sometimes I almost wish I didn't know. I mean, it's... what if we did lose? And this is the last time I get to tell Howie happy birthday, or I've already spent my last Valentine's day ever, or I won't get another chance to trick 'Fei on April Fool's? It's... weird to think about.